Right, that's it.

I need help.
I'm going to go to the doctor and ask if I can be reffered to someone at the mental health centre again. I can't see this getting better through any of my own doing.
I know she'll send me back straight away because of eveything that happened the first time around. I'm still put down as severe on her computer.
I hated it there but at least I got some help and someone new to speak to.

I can't live like this.

I really need to speak to Ben about this as well, but I don't know how. He doesn't quite know about the details of my condition. He just knows that I have something that makes me a bit mad.

Fuck!